So things in the sault are going awsome.  2  weeks till i'm dont school, moving to residence at algoma u, part of the summit church and really connecting there, and loving God so much.  I may not know where i'll sleeping in a couple nights, or what i'll be eating tomorrow, but he provides all the time everythign i need, and i'm thankful for it.  So i've been at steamy bean just sitting, thinking, and observing i guess for a few hours now.  I'm starting to again, have that heart for missions, and for working/helping out with kids again.  I'm so happy or content being single, that i dont need a guy at all...i'm happy enough with just hanging out and being friends with them still.  But i kinda got the feeling God's laying an old dream on my heart again that i once had....a dream to be a missionary, help those in need somewhere not here...not in north america.  I can see myself helping out again in an orphanage or school, teaching God to both childrend and parents, helping out in any way i can.  i see myself being single still, for a while, maybe meeting someone in a 10 years type of thing, if not longer, but i'm still happy about it.  i dont really see a family of my own, but i do see myself as happy, as helping others, and as making a difference.  I am starting to see him make a differenerence in my life now, and i can kind of start to see how the past few years, as well as past few months, have began to change me, as well as prepare me for what he has planned for me.  for the next step in my life, and all i can do is sit here, smile, and say Thank you...Thank you for everthing.  For all the situations i've been through that have taken me to where i am now...for the blessings...for always giving me food, shelter, friends, and angels to watch over me.  Thank you for loving me, holding me, and helping me be so full of life, love, and a passion to care for others and to make a difference.  Thank you God for all the people that you've brought into my life. Just thank you, even just for life. Thank you. 

So its defintly been a while...what's new with me? Well i finally moved abck to Sault ste marie, working full time, and helping out with the iscf in two high school that my youth pastor just started up this year. I'm going to in april be see hillsongs united, hawk nelson, casting crowns, and a few other big bands live for aquire the fire, and will see the grits, amanda falk, rebecca st james, and others live in winnipeg for yc in may. I'm going to urkaine summer of 2008 for a missions trip as well, am starting school here at the college for ece, and am taking corresponents for central bible college for childrens/youth pastor. I am going out, with a great christian guy, and just love bing back, catching up with friends i grew up with, and just hanging around.

old memories have come back, expeccially with the bon soo, the annual winter carnival every year, happening right now. I'm enjoying hanging out with cousins and my grandparents all the time as well...and beign an only child is nice. Things have been busy here, but at the same time having awsome times, meeting new people, and just helping out with everything. I'm getting a cell here on sat while getting nails done and having a girls day with a friend, then going to great grandma's 90th b-day celebreation, so it'll be an interestingly busy day. today (tuesda) and thursday i'll be the guest speaker at iscf, then wed have drama practice, and fri youth are hosting a valentines banquet for the urkrain missions trip fundraiser.

God's been so awsome in my life lately and has been helpign me to slow down, see life fro ma different point of view, and just helpign me to breath and i'm so pumped for what the future holds

i should be getting some sleep b/ have to work late tomorrow...l8er!